soon

Promise to get back soon
To feel much better soon
when I come back in june
you'll still be around
get back soon

late november somethings wrong
you've kept it secret way too long
theres not much anyone can do
from here on in its up to you
i wish it wouldnt
but you know
the show goes on, i have to go

Promise to get back soon
To feel much better soon
when I come back next year
you'll still be around
get back soon

Can you feel it, is it true?
Is something gone inside of you
Wish there was something I could do
From here on in, its all to you
I dearly wish it wasn't so
But life goes on, I have to go...

Promise to get back soon
To feel much better soon
when I come back in june
you'll still be around
get back soon

You'll get back soon
Just get back soon

half sad_half happy

" But something happened

For the very first time with you

My heart melts into the ground

Found something true

And everyone's looking round

Thinking I'm going crazy

...

But nothings greater

Than the rush that comes with your embrace

And in this world of loneliness

I see your face

Yet everyone around me

Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe "

everything_is not

Late at night, the air was cool
we snuck into the swimming pool
you dove head first, i waitting in
the sence of chlorine upon our skin

the stars were bright, the water clear

i felt your heat as you swam near

i held my breath, you held my hand

moving away, further from land

the moon was full, everything blue

the water stilled, reflecting you

floating right here with you next to me

gazing at stars, we drift silently

late at night, the air was cool

we snuck into the swimming pool

i went under and you followed

let's not think about tomorrow

everything is not perfect now

everything is not perfect now - i held my breath

everything is not perfect now - you held my hand

everything is not perfect now - moving away

everything is not perfect now - further from land

everything is not perfect now - the stars were bright

everything is not perfect now - the water clear

everything is not perfect now - i felt your heat

everything is not perfect now - as you swam near

everything is not perfect now

filter

filtros...axo k era uma coisa com a qual deveriamos ter nascido lol.
deviamos ter algures nos instintos k comandam a nossa vida de modo a podermos controlar o k axamos ser o melhor para cada um de nós.
eu bem que precisava de um, cada vez mais acredito nisso, de poder ter um maior controlo sobre a minha pessoa em relação a muita coisa. era bom conseguir filtrar certos aspectos certas palavras que por vezes despejamos ca para fora, certos sentimentos, certas emoções, se era bom.
vejo hoje em mim essa necessidade de controlar partes do meu ser...saber k tenhu esse controlo de saber dizer chega e saber parar kuando é preciso. sinto sim k por vezes sou ultrapassada por esses sentimentos e emoções e acabo por ceder demasiado ás coisas, ás situações ás pessoas. e sei k voltei a ceder àkeles k são os meus impulsos e me levam a acções k por vezes revelam de mim mais do que quero mostrar, mais do k devo dizer. sei k podia e devia me ter controlado sei k se pudesse me teria aguentado e evitado os efeitos posteriores a isso, por vezes existem coisas k quando são sentidas em demasiado acabam por nos magoar na mesma, não que sejam más mas acabam por não ser totalmente boas. mas lá está não o conseguimos fazer...por mais k keiramos existem coisas k superam todas as nossas forças e vontades e como tal era bom k houvesse essa consciencia k pudesse funcionar como um pé rapido no travão das coisas.